stressed up~~

Tension~~ stressed~~ upset~~ that is so far what I can decribe about me right now.... haih~
Assignments are piling up...and wat makes me stressed is that the fact its getting harder...I am trying my best~~ but I have my limits too right??? seriously.... people can really get on my nerves~~ aaaaaaaa....!! I just wanna find a place that is far far away and SCREAAAMMMMM~!!!

I never felt so tensed up as long as I have been here....and I have no idea why it is all of a sudden. It makes me feel like a nobody and useless...I feel useless that I can't get things done fast... :( :(

Group works are usually about cooperation...and teamwork~ haih.... but not everyone gives them.... I know I am not perfect as well...but I am trying! TRYING!! haih~~ I just need someone to hear me out..listen to my problems~ at times... I just dunno who to talk to.... a listener is very important to me.... coz since my sister is not here...and I rarely go home...I need a friend who would listen to me when I need him/her.... is there anyone out there???

haih~ i just had to spill my thoughts in here.... I am stressed...and forgive me if I said anything to piss some ppl off aight?? bye now.... wish me luck to go through this 2 more months~

i wonder.....

I wonder at times...whether what he tells me is the truth.... whether he meant it....whether he really feels what he says. I can't help myself but doubt it..

hmmm...it makes me feel happy at times to know that he cares for me a lot.. but it makes me sad to see that we will not be together.. it's da truth...and a fact. I can say..I miss you... but it does not matter right?? It is just something impossible for us... I know you know that.. And you have someone special with you now... so enjoy.. and don't say those things to me when you already have someone. It makes me feel guilty... let me go...

Oh well.... enough of sadness... things are happening in my life...interesting things.. :) I am happy that my friends are all happy~ hehe... it's really amazing to see how the world makes our lives so happening~ gosh... hehe.... hmm...what else?? ermm.... assignments are piling up one by one.... haih~

There is MDF...submit this Wednesday... there is English media based project (in 2 weeks submission) ... MLC (2 weeks to submission) haih~ and another one..CG!! haih...premier....well...its really confusing..but I am learning....so....leave me to learn as I am not a professional.....

I miss my family soooo much!!! gosh...its been ages since I met my dad... haih~ It makes me sad to think about it... he is busy...I realise... therefore... I have no comment. My madre came on Sunday..as she was goin to Indonesia the day after...so she came last minute to say goodbbye... sweet!! :P love u mom!! I miss my sis!@!! can't wait for her to come back in May!! I love you yong~ come back soon...study hard... :) :)


I think that is all for now...I will update you on what's goin on in my life soon aight....when I have the time~ take care ya'll~~!!

BESOS!